09/03/2002 - 10:57 p.m.

The show always goes on.

Well, it wasn't bad. I really hope that Ren was happy with the show. It doesn't matter whether the cast cared (they were obviously proud of themselves), and Phoebe, and Glawe, but I hope Ren is happy with it. It won't make my list of favourite shows (some things, you just can't compete with), but some of the moments in it make my list.

Senior recognition. I didn't cry. I never expected to cry. Other people cried. What's to cry about? I've experienced three years of seniors leaving, and realised there is life after May, and now that it's me, I know they'll be fine and so will we, and what's to cry about? "Theatre is about building families and tearing them down again." You meet people, you lose people, you move on. Every show sends you more catharsis than the last one, and you take those ups and the downs and you ride the hell out of them. And personally, on my list of good times and bad times, this one doesn't hit anything new, and I don't think it should.